It's seven am and am in bed thinking of all the possibilities for today. It is my second valentines day in Metro Manila and I hope things will get better than last year.
Started my day by sending some love to two people I love the most in this Universe. Mom sent me love earlier than I can send mine. I am just blessed that the same people who have fallen in love 30 years ago are still the people who nurtures me and guides me every day. They never fall out of love and I guess time will never come for it.
Off to my facebook, the lovey lovey notes caught my eyes. I read away and got envious word after word. I am amazed how two people can be together for the longest time and share the same love. No matter how mushy they get I am sure they don't care anyway. It's valentines day! Everyone gets to have the immunity for mushiness and "corniness".
I am unsure where my heart is as of this writing. It has been crushed totally three years ago. Though I have patched everything up and forgave the responsible person, it will never be the same. Ooops, don't get me wrong, I am totally free from the heartbreak and better now. I just guess that my heart had a temporary amnesia. It does not know how to love "properly" nowadays. (lol) The kilig moments seems to be ordinary and not even inviting. I am turning 25 this year, not too young, not even old (I think so). Am I worried if the train will leave soon and will be left alone? Maybe not. As science can give me a kid nowadays, I am sure I do not have to worry over being growing old.
Seamus is a surgeon lawyer in GA, USA. He's been wooing me for almost a year now. I am getting impatient but do I have a choice? Or am I being stupid again? I don't wanna comment anymore. I am passing it on to the higher BEING. I know HE is good at writing destinies and love stories. So be it.
Valentine's day can be cheesy, happy or even ordinary for some. As for me, it would be Magical day today. Simply because I want it to be. Remember, happiness is a choice. So for singles out there, don't be a couch potato, go out and have fun. Let your love ones know how happy life can be. By CHOICE.
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