its 21 minutes past midnight and i am still wide awake... I have been blog hopping lately and i am quite surprise that there are also guys who cares a lot about relationships.
i got my heart broken by someone i thought worthy enough of me. for six months, i did not have a clue that he was cheating.. and i know its been long since the day we called it quits, so i dont think its proper sharing it to yah guys..
lemme just put it this way.. if men can terribly hurt women, Lil did i know that there are women who tend to be uncontented with the person they're with. this is sad for me. why do these people need to ditch good men and women?
that made me think.. the more a person run away from his/her lover, the more he/she will be chased...
We don't notice all the love and effort of the people around us. we are blinded by our emotions.. and we end up alone.
Why is it so hard to keep a relationship? why does magic ends? why do we have to get hurt in love?
that is the biggest irony for me. being happy and getting hurt at the same time. i wonder how many million people have become a "masochist" because of love?
why do we really love getting hurt by people we love?
we have a choice actually. to stay away and make things better.
to step back and start anew.
but the good choice doesn't always feel good. one sure thing.. it has good effects
on the other hand, bad choice is risky... thrilling and more painful. but it soothes our emotions...
see?
but why do we choose the bad choice???
The list of questions goes on and on. and i guess nobody knows any answer...
Risk. Embrace the pain. and get ready to love again.
I for myself... is tired of the cycle.. and only God knows If i can LOVE again...
3 comments:
"but why do we choose the bad choice???"
* you got me thinking, unfortunately, about long lost memories that I swear I'll never think about (except on occasional times wherein I needed to torture myself.LOL) I'm not going to be the friend (this time) who will say, "oh, don't worry. You'll find love soon" or "there are a lot of fishes in the sea" and all that. i guess words won't be enough, i think. If I'm there, I'll probably give you the biggest hug (irregardless of my, er, size) and we'll watch bad B-rated horror movies while stuffing our faces with popcorn and not think about a-holes who made a terrible mark in our lives.=)
thanks fish.
im ok. just that.. insomnia can really make you think of your life in a crappy way.
harhar. hugs.
isa lang ang masasabi ko, masarap talaga ang bawal :)
sometimes, in order to prove that a mistake IS a mistake, we have to do it twice. minango yeah, but that's just human nature.
pain could be addicting too. biseeet.
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